So I stayed up. Well I think I did. I think I fell asleep at 4AM and woke up again at 5AM to find it all over. ‘Leave’ had won, by a very small majority. I went to bed.

So this morning I woke up feeling like I’d really lost something dear. I was in a fucking bad mood, something that happened at woke didn’t make it any better, I have a feeling I may be doing my own ‘brexit’ there soon if someone doesn’t get their ass in gear.

We are now on a voyage of complete uncertainty. I just hope that the soon to be ex prime minister puts a fantastic team in place to negotiate everything. It will be interesting times. I can see the whole of Europe going into a panic and maybe others will leave, maybe the EU will collapse as a whole. But it’s going to be a nasty divorce for sure, it’s not just going to be a fight over who gets custody of the Denby cups.

It could have been saved. We could have had a very close call which would have sent a panic to the EU but we could have then worked with them to help everybody.

But no.

Some cunt in a housing estate on benefits with nineteen kids and a GCSE in fag rolling decided that he didn’t like the fact that the guy who unblocked his toilet was Polish.

The world will continue to rotate, but I feel we are just a very small island again.

Started a bit later this morning, although I’ve done plenty of hours this week. Got my head down and got on with it. Working on tessellation, was trying to do it in game but the iteration time was awful, so finally set up a test suite and got it down to about twenty seconds. Got it all working, very pleased. Walked Sasha, we did a different route, I thought it would be longer, it wasn’t. Wen out this evening looking for a Geocache, took about two and a half hours, failed to find it due to undergrowth.

Now sat down watching the referendum results. Three have declared so far, 68,614 leave and 91,915 remain. The results are looking interesting. It’s currently going against predictions.

Okay, so started a bit late as I just wasn’t in the mood for some reason. But soon cracked on with tessellation and domain shaders, then spent the entire day watching the GPU crash. I still have absolutely no idea why. Walked Sasha and then it started pissing down. Was supposed to finish work on time and didn’t. Went for a walk this evening and wasn’t really into that. Came back and front some Z80 code, I’m trying to teach my nephew how to multiply in binary, it’s an interesting challenge, Dillon has got it down to tee. It’s the referendum tomorrow, I think I’m going to have an early night tonight and stay up and watch it tomorrow.

Again I got some really good work done today. Very few interruptions so managed to just get on with it. Still implementing shader pipelines. Walked Sasha. It was warm but not exactly sunny. Went for a long walk this evening, was meant to meet up with someone but missed the damn email.

Sent our ballet papers off (we have a postal vote). I’m just watching the EU debate on TV now, it should just be renamed the ‘Boris Johnson’ show. It’s going to be very interesting on Thursday, I have no idea which way its going to go.

Still haven’t sent our envelopes off yet. Jamie’s is sealed, mine is still waiting for an answer.

Started work on time and got a good days works done all in all. It rained all morning, but got out with Sasha later in the day. Walked to Combat, limped through that.

Trying to arrange meeting up with a guy in a field that I met on the Internet. I’ll take lubricant and a screwdriver.

So started this morning with coffee and a paper. Took Sasha out and then drove up to Staverton. Had a check flight with Ben as I hadn’t flown at Gloucester for over a month. We only had a 1500ft cloud base so it was a tad tricky. First auto was okay but RPM was a bit all over the place. Second auto I had to do a 180 degree turn, avoid the power lines, keep the RPM in the green and do all the calls in about 1100 feet. RPM dropped to 90 percent and the horn was blaring, I ran out of flare and air-speed dropped to about 30kts before I dumped the collective and recovered the air-speed. Ben picked some real bloody challenges, but each one I recovered successfully, even if a little untidy. Only once did he have to step-in and that was because I almost did an overspeed on the flare recovery, and that was more to save the helicopter from damage than anything else. To be honest folks, if you had an engine failure, the last thing you could give a shit about was over-speeding the gear box. But as it’s polite to hand it over in one piece, when we practice we keep it within the limits. I was signed off without any problems. These check flights are great fun, but can really make you nervous, they always throw in the unexpected just to keep you on the ball. I was very tempted to buy an R22, it was at a very good price, but if I buy one, I think it’ll be an R44. I’m going to do my R44 type conversion in the next couple of months. It’s about 3.5K but you can then fly four people, its a hell of a lot faster and basically it will cost £111 each an hour, which is a lot better than the R22. Plus you don’t have the same seat weight restriction, so the fat bastard brother-in-law can come along.

Drove back. Weather was shite, so didn’t venture out again. Instead I did an hour on the synth, I’m trying to learn Axel-F, I can now play both main and bass parts, if a little slowly. Did the accounts. Had a bath. Now I’m going to cook a curry. Nice relaxing weekend. The only thing that’s really pissing me off still is my leg.

Oh, and I’m not going to fucking Nice in February. It’s like five degrees and miserable.

Oh, another oh. I decided, ‘fuck it’, I’m going to spend sixty quid and see Burt at the Colton Hall. I’ve ordered my ticket. I’ll sit alone. I’ll have a great evening.

So started this morning with the usual coffee and paper reading. Odd occurrence during the night though, got up for a pee and stepped into the draw that is normally under the bed. Gave it a good shove back under and I hear a growl and a rather disgruntled dog emerging from under the bed. Sasha seems to have become somewhat ‘clingy’ over the past couple of days, I hope she’s okay, walking and eating all fine, maybe it’s just her time of the month, even though all her bits have been removed. Anyway. Booked in with Ben for a check flight tomorrow. Booked aircraft for next Saturday to take my nephew up. I asked if he wanted to go anywhere in particular, he said he’d like to land next to a Dominoes. Walked Sasha. Drove into town. Picked up a couple of bits. Did a home check for a dog. Had a bath. Nice weekend I guess. So check flight tomorrow, walk the dog, may do a bit of gardening.

I must admit I had quite a fun day today. I was getting completely fucked by geometry shaders. But thanks to a bit of support from the manufacturer I got on top of it and finally felt a small sense of achievement. Walked Sasha, we got away with it actually, it just started spitting just down the road. Walked to the gym, in the bloody rain. Did Pump very badly. Walked home. Ended up doing more work. Ah, it hasn’t been a bad week I guess.

Had a rather fun day trying to get some milestone work done. All to do with geometry shaders. Suffice to say by the end of the day they still don’t work. Walked Sasha, weather held up. Then early evening I had to do some some filming for Jamie where it promptly pissed down and everything including me got soaked. Had a bath. Now some random MP I’ve never heard of has just been shot, the guy who did it is either a loon or completely pissed off about something. I remember phoning up the local MP once and calling him a cunt many years ago, but shooting is certainly a step too far. Just waiting for Mr Trump to pipe up and say he was probably descended from a Muslim.

Something completed unrelated happened today which is causing me to lean more to ‘brexit’, somehow I think controlling our own borders is something I’d like to see happen.

Started work bang on time. Finished off what I was doing last few days then had a look at some other bug. Walked Sasha for almost two hours as I needed a good break. Came back and finally started on something I should have done months ago, it will take a few weeks to finish I expect. This evening I popped out and made a map of where all the BT cabinets are, it took almost two hours. There is method in my madness, probably.